friday morning mom's group should be called cold swapping for babies. i swear - mondays following brings a new cold for sammy jean. what to do? i am not going to stop going. i love it. she loves it. but the colds are driving me crazy. well not the runny nose/cough bit but the sleepless nights sammy with a cold bring. i go back and forth from feeling bad for her to feeling bad for myself and back to bad for her. joy is not easily cultivated in the knipp home when sammy has a cold.
yet, joy we seek, and hope i try to hold on to. joy knowing sammy had a great day with her grandma yesterday. joy knowing the Lord is with us. joy knowing it is only a cold and nothing worse. hope knowing the colds now will hopefully make her stronger later. gratefulness knowing we have the means to care for her well.
weeks like this are challenging. beyond sammy having a cold - i have encountered great brokenness in the hearts of those i serve at work. coming face-to-face with sorrow in the hearts of children and teenagers and parents without proper support i find i can turn nowhere else but to jesus. somehow He has gifted me with the ability to care for the broken hearted and He calls me into this mission with Him. it is humbling and yet challenging and like i already said i can do nothing but turn to Him.
my prayer is that healing took place in the lives of those i saw. that even for those who don't know Jesus - because He was there with us - He restored them in some way through the tears they cried and the truth i spoke.
thanks David Crowder - your song spoke again to me this week.
Life is full of light and shadow O the joy and O the sorrow And yet will He bring Dark to light And yet will He bring Day from night When shadows fall on us We will not fear We will remember When all seems lost When we're thrown and we're tossed We remember the cost We rest in Him Shadow of the cross